Monday, March 28, 2011

Beautiful.. :)



"I'm calling for freeeeddddoooommm~~~.."


At last, the official music video "Freedom" by Maher Zain is out.
It was a great opportunity to be among the first one to hear this song on the 25th of February 2011. The first time I heard him singing this song, I'm loving it okay..like, seriously! This video clip was made during his concert here in Shah Alam last month. I'm among those lights in this video..hehe..[perlu ke? tak nampak muka pun] Anyway, hope you'll listen to it. I promise you, it's beautiful.. kan Maher Zain? hehe.. :)





Sunday, March 27, 2011

My sweet pea!


It takes less than 24 hours to miss you like crazy my dear sweet pea Ehsan! Owh, he's now 8 months old yesterday! yeayyyy~





Si comot makan bubur.


si tembam yang suka geget hidung Kak Zala. haha. Geli oke Ehsan! You made me laugh and tickles every time you did that baby!




The night I came, he was febrile [fever] so he was VERY VERY manja~! Bergesel-gesel kat saya. But, I like it! Cute baby boo.. owh, I definitely miss you more now.. :)






101 Creative Resolutions


It's a sunny afternoon and I needed an inspiration to boost up my creativity to handle my 24-7 ticking clock. Open up Milktee and found this, which was inspired from Rethink Canada. Hopefully it'll helps some of your journey too. Owh yeah, it's delicately an interesting one.


*click picture to enlarged*



Saturday, March 26, 2011

Carlo Rino Summer Spring Collection @ Alamanda


I went for a fashion show in Alamanda.
These are Carlo Rino Summer Spring Collections.
Sorry for the pictures though, it's not as high quality as DSLR. hehe.


























I'm loving the bags and those comfortable looking shoes.


Thursday, March 24, 2011

Hating May 2011






Final exam makin dekat. Saya risau. Takut jugak. Boleh ke jadi doctor ni? Konon dah berjanji pada diri sendiri taknak mengadu, tapi terlepas cakap pulak ni. haih.



Wednesday, March 23, 2011

The things that made my day


  1. A good hair day!
  2. No pimples.
  3. Laps of swimming.
  4. Walking and working with a nice comfortable shoes on.
  5. No eye bags - looking like a zombie and not being criticized by colleagues because of that.
  6. Having a nice chat with brothers.
  7. When I can answer and explain to patient clearly about anything and they understood well.
  8. No screaming or nagging specialist around the ward.
  9. Patients' laughter and naughtiness especially when you are in paediatric ward like us!
  10. When even a small cute little sick patient with eye puffiness sings for you!! :)




Monday, March 21, 2011

Get it right




What have I done
I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is, on my shoulders



What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right



Can I start again
With my faith shaken,
Cause I can't go back
and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this



What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right



So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth
That sometimes life isn't fair
I'll send out a wish and I'll send out a prayer
And finally someone will see
How much I care







yup, I guess i miss someone. a lot.
What ever you wanna say..or you wanna judge, it's up to you.
But I can't accept anyone when I'm deeply in love with someone else.
That's just not right. Seriously, I can't. Hopefully you will understand.
Even if anyone said, it was JUST a 'cinta monyet', I still disagree.
It was more than that.
It was......real.




Sunday, March 20, 2011

One week with comfy bed..


Salam..salam..salam.. [cave-like gema] haha. Hey yall~!! How are you doing? I’m fantabulous! Being home for a week were.. amazingly beautiful. At least, most of it does. Sibuk woooo..Tiap hari ada aktiviti. Sadly, some of them were not as beautiful as I describe above.


I’ve been taking care of my granny alone since before my holiday even started. So, I brought her home with me since I can’t leave her alone at my aunts’ house. The subsequent 2 days had been a blast because I’ve brought my granny and brothers visited some of our aunts and uncle. My parents were busy working..so, it’s my job to do all the travelling. Hah, baru terasa banyak tanggungjawab! Hehe..but I guess I’ve expected that. So, taklah terkejut sangat kan? Dah kerja nanti lagi banyak tanggungjawab kan? That’s why, practice makes perfect. Dalam masa yang sama, “Mad, cepatla amik lesen kreta..” haha. Penat okay, travelling sana sini. Tak dikira berdiri lama giler time ward round kat hospital lagi. Owh, sakit belakang! Kalau boleh, ada cuti nak dodok umah, on aircond, tutup lampu…….eh eh kotor betul korang ni…tidur laaaa dengan katil comfy and bantal busuk. Haha. Saya tak habis cakap lagi, awak dah senyum2 kambing kan? Pergila tangkap gambar muka tu, hantar kat surat khabar. Silap2, dia terbitkan kat ruang “Takziah”. Kekeke. Ops, aaa’aaaaa~bukan salah saya! :P


Anyway, since my granny teringin sangat nak kek buatan cucu kesayangan dia ni, so I baked 2 cakes before she went back. First one was Coconut pandan Cake and second one was Chunky Brownies with almond topping. Initially, lagi sedap kalau put cherry filling for the topping, tapi tak jumpa pulak kat Klang ni. So, I create a new topping. Keke. Janji sodap. Licin jugak by the end of my holiday. Thank God!





Third day, we went back kampong to visit our relatives. Dapat makan durian Opah. Sedapnya..dah lama tak makan. Tapi, bagi korang la kan, isi durian kuning ke durian putih yang lagi sedap? Kenapa? Tak makan? Tak makan senyap jolar. Duh~ Saya rasa isi durian putih lagi sedap. Tapi, setiap kali saya jawab macam tu, ada je yang membantah, katanya durian kuning lagi sedap, berlemak. But whatever la dik, akak suka gak warna apa2 pun. Janji jangan berulat. Keke. But, do you have any idea yang research showed, durian is the key for ‘awet muda’. Haaaaaa, geletar kaki yang tak makan tu! Haha. Ni la kelebihan student yang study Complementary Medicine. Ah, kembang sebaldi Prof gua camni. Hehe. Prof, A++ yerrrkk? Hehe.


The following day, sad sket la. Had to send my brother away back to pursue study in Mesir. Dik, dah sampai kan? Alhamdullillah. Take good care of yourself okay? Anyway, sorry tak dapat tunaikan keinginan u tengok akak dah cari pengganti. Tak mampu lagi dik. Nanti2 la ye. Huhu. Sodeyh punya sodeyh, hidup kene teruskan jugak bro. Chill la.



*my beloved brothers*


The next day, bawak Blacky jumpa doctor dia kat Produa nuu. Haih, tayar tukar dua2 belah depan, tayar blakang ada paku. Cantik la.. bila plak Blacky jadi pontianak ni, nak kene paku2 ni. Hoi Hooi hoiiii~ (bak bunyi Shinchan). Tengahari tuh, pekena cendol skek ngan Daddy (bukan sugar daddy ye, real daddy), pekena pisang goreng sket..sambil2 discuss pasal account management and business with daddy. I don’t know la my interest in business like, not bad la..why ha?? Doctor yang all rounded kan? Hehe. Ah gedictable la lu. Anyway, thanks for the tips Daddy!


The next day, brought my credit card to bank. Nih yang I tak paham ni. Hari tu guna kat mana2 pun tak boleh pkai (anyway, bukan la kat mana2 pun sebab guna pun kat petrol pam station jer, isi perut Blacky tu). Then, bila check and all kat bank, they said, everything is fine, cip tak rosak, balance ada lagi 700++. Aih, tak faham betul la. Takpe2, dear Goldy [si credit card], please get well soon..Blacky nak makan apa nanti? Minyak tanah? Minyak bijan? Minyak sunflower? Hah, tak mampu la gua. Kekeke. Bagi Blacky makan cuka je lepas ni boleh tak? Tapi, kalau nak dibandingkan Blacky and Kitty, Kitty punya maintenance lagi high. Ikan goreng ke, nasi ke, ikan masin ke mana dia nak..dia nak whole meal bread okay!!!! Seriously. Tak joking ni. WHOLE MEAL okay! Akak pun makan roti koson je kitty oi. Patutla kulit u lagi lawa dari kulit I, Cik Kitty. Haha *loss of consciousness*.


Anyway, after that, brought my brothers to see Merong Mahawangsa (walaupun hari tu tersilap cakap “Merong Mahasiswa” hahaha~! Mangkuk. Seronok ke gelakkan orang? Haha. Cool jugak first epic movie terbitan KRU ni. Not bad. Syok sebab badan dia……..wow. Hot. AHHH tapi tak puas hati nape Jehan Miskin mesti mati last2 tu. Haih. Apa2 la..janji badan Merong hot. Hehe. Anyway, sebab saya berhak mengkritik, the set were awesome. Manalah u guys dapat kapal camtu eyh? Curi dari Jack Sparrow eyh? Fine, I bagi 7/10. Cukup tak? Sorry la I takleh bagi banyak2, I ni strict sket. Hehe.



Baki2 hari cuti, saya luangkan bersama Bibik. Yela..bibik nak balik dah, nak kahwin la katakan. Lepas tu, tak sambung contract dah. Haih, rindunya hati nanti..Raya tahun ni, my bro and bibik takde..erm..must be a dull one. But, apa2 pun, hilang sape2 pun, I have to move on! Yeahh.. *control macho* damn, I’m kinda lonely. Haha. :P Hah, saya dah merepek2 buat kerepek dah ni..baik stop skang. Hehe. Okay, so, chow cin cau… ! Salam..




Thursday, March 10, 2011

Off for 1 week! Yeayyyyy~


I'm just back from hospital. hoh. It's tiring. But, VERY worth it! Anyway, tomorrow is my last day before a week of mid semester break. Planning my holiday with bros..yeay! So, hopefully you won't find me anywhere near your 'territory'. hehe. I'll be back soon fellas! Now, let me enjoy my lovely-sexy-not-for-men-to-watch Victoria Secret Fashion Show 2010! *So, please jangan kacau I* hehe.. Chooww Cin Cauuu~
Assalamualaikum!




Excited to see angels with wings! hehe..and of course, nice lin.ge.rie.
Wait a minute, why am I watching this?????



Wednesday, March 9, 2011

so-called "hari perempuan"


Assamualaikum~! Tak jawab dosa, jawab sayaaaaaaan-g!
How are you? I'm feeling a little old but vogue. haha. Miss me?
*wink wink*



Soooo sorry for not updating this beautiful blog. Sibuk be oi~! Bukan stakat study and famili [seriusly jadi anak pertama is sometimes a disaster!] jerr.. Ni kene berjihad di bawah bumbung college ni yg dok bingung kpala. Seriously, bad people do bad things without thinking the consequences! Yup dear Mr. President, I learn from you. Well, you and konco2 you. But, I'm pretending to be cool cause you absolutely have like...less than 48 hours to act? Ops, after that, talk to our lawyers ye? Owh, rasa macam cool cakap macam tu. haha.



Anyway, thumbs up colleagues! Because of you guys, I gain NEW life experience.
Oke, chill lah. I tak nak emo2 pun. Saje nak release tensi skek.


Chill keyh?


Anyway, after the "D-DAY", which is womens' day [thanks to those who wish me], we had a nice some sort of picnic in front of Palace of Justice. It was a windy night, with pizza and fried chicken, we celebrated 3 most amazing ladies in our batch [sama umur tak? jeng jeng jeng!]. hehe. It was a great gathering..giler dah lama tak gather like a big group oke. Even though, tak semua ada, but I enjoyed!




Owh, tak lupa juga 'mamat blakang tabir' - si Abe. Takut sangat masuk dlm gambar. Bini tak marah nye kar ramai2 ni. huhu. Habis nanti Abe dah kahwin, takle arrr kuar di bawah sinaran lampu minyak tanah ngan kitorang lagi? keke! ~~~siannn~~~ :P




Kat obersea college student picnic camni siang2, kat Mesia, picnic malam2 la. Kalau siang, hah terbakar la gitu dehh~!




Birthday ladies; Shawa, Roi, Naddy!
Awesome friends..luv yah!




To Naddy, stay happy okey? You wanna be hotty, you gotta be happy! [hahhaa freaking pelik okeh peribahasa ni! kekeke~] Nah, amik your new motto. Just create it like...less than 2 seconds ago. ngahaaa~~




Me & Nawal. To our stalker, Miss-whoever-you-are, "karma kan? The wheels turn bebeh!" *keching!* kekeke..sorry, just have to let it out jugak. I dah lama pendam nak cakap macam tu. [waited so long for a green light from Nawal] hehe~ Whatever it is, please enjoy your Womens' Day lady..



Good news, I got Delliloh! [my sweet new little lappy] Hiro sudah dihantar pulang ke rumah, kene admit ward for several weeks - Palliative care. hehe. Just playing with my Delliloh webcam..




Boleh tahan jugak kualiti gambar Delliloh ni..not bad~~i loike!
Anyway, Raya lama lagi, tapi mehla beli sariiiiiiiiiii~! hehe.. :P Murah and berkualiti oke. Dijamin halal!