Ask most people what they want in their own life. And the answer is simple, to be happy. Maybe the expectation-wanting to be happy- but just keeps us from never getting there. Sometimes the more we tried and will ourselves to stayed a bliss, the more confused we get, to the point when we don't recognised ourselves. Instead, we just keep smiling, trying like hell to be the happy people in which we were. Until eventually it hits us, it's been there all along. Not in dreams or hopes, but in the known, they're comfortable, they're familiar.
Owh and yes, :)