Models I Adore: Nicole

*Nicole Fox ANTM Cycle 13*

I adore her body language.

Heavy Job

Think doctors don't get crazy?

You're wrong! They do sometimes. They just don't bother to tell.

Too much of cortisol level right now.

*stress!*

But that doesn't stop me from posing. Woops!

*Shoes - Vincci, Jeans - Diesel, Bangles - Turki*

Better smile back before wrinkles start to show up!

Hoping for a shopping spree-to get rid of the tension?~

*It's a girls thing that guys wouldn't understand.*

Matching You & Me

When you said we don't match each other.

I try to rethink and redo.

*Long sleeve Blue Denim Jacket (Reject shop) + Black T + Black shawl*

Well, I'm proving you wrong.

We does match in any ways. You're just too blind to see.

I'm loving Denim.

Undefinable wish

*Purple Kebaya from Bandung*

okay. so, we have 2 more weeks before it ends.

*Happy Eid Ul Fitr!*

Thank God I still have the opportunity to wish you :P

This modern days: Pashmina

Hana T.

Pashmina. An Arabic scarf. It's a trend.

I would love to try it someday! :)

Be Muslimah, be fashionable, be adorable, be elegant.

p/s: I don't own these pictures.

Secret untold

Pretty Little Liars. Just finished watching season 1. Pretty girls. Cute. Dramatic. Fashionable. Everyone has their own secret. Even me. Of course! If you're curious, you can just download it through Lime wire. I can't wait for season 2! Hopefully, it get more dramatic and twisted. And more fashionable clothes please! hehe..

cry baby or cry granny?

Who said that it is not good to cry? [was it me?] Nope, tell you the truth la kan, I'm a crier! But I don't show it to others. [DUHHHHHH~ didn't I?] Well, not in front of my brothers I guess. hahahaa~! :P

People cry not to seek attention. Kadang-kadang it's how they release their tension. Betul tak girls? Ada tak masa yang korang rasa semua mende tak betul. Rasa nak nangis je. Malam2 peluk bantal tutup lampu sooooorbb...sooooorbb... [Don't lie laaa, I know beb] hahaha~ Then, keesokkan harinya, lepas masuk toilet.. "o'oooo...sape ada 'pampers' lebih?" ngeh3~ yup hormonal imbalance was one of the cause woman cry a lot! Well yes, it's definitely from experienced~! hahahahahaha~

Talking about crying, this morning during my bedside teaching we were asked to demonstrate physical examination on a 68 year old woman [admitted due to motor vehicle accident and had sustained tibial fracture]. She was so scared when specialist said that she will be needed to undergo a surgery for internal fixation insertion. Lalu, makcik ni pun menangis sambil berkata, "Makcik bukan apa doktor, makcik dah tua-tua ni, tak larat dah. Nak buat operation takut doktor. Dahla Ibu tunggal, anak ramai. Bila disuruh buat operation, anak2 semua setuju jer. Makcik yang takut ni sebab makcik yang kene alami operation tu. Nape sorang pun tak dengar apa yang makcik cakap? Nape takde sape yang sokong cakap makcik?". She continues to cry. Saya sebenarnya tak boleh tengok orang tua menangis. Rasa macam sedihnya la. Sayu hati ni. Rasa nak je duduk sebelah makcik tu, peluk dia and nasihat betul2. Sometimes, they don't need you to decide, they need you to listen and convince them for the better option. So, they themselves could decide. Besides, psychologically, being a good listener does help people from suicide attempt. Trust me. :)