There's a reason why I said I would be happy alone..
It wasn't because I thought I'd be happy alone..
It was because I thought if I love someone,
and then it fell apart,
I might not make it.
It's easier to be alone.
Because what if you learn that you need love? ..and then, you don't have it.
What if you like it? ..and lean on it.
What if you shake your life around it? ..and then, it falls apart.
Can you even survive that kind of pain?
Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying.
The only difference is..death ends. This (love pain), it could go on forever.