I'm worried

Where is my brother?

Are you alright?

You have not reply/message through facebook or email.

Please contact me as soon as you get any of my messages Aat.

Please pray for my brothers' safety in Egypt.

Thank you.

ssshhhh...dodoi meh

Sleep tide sweethearts.. :)

Malay version of InshaAllah by the handsome Maher Zain.

Sunday..ergh.

Assalamualaikum! tak jawab dosa, jawab saaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaaaaang! [Maria pinjam jap eyh? :P] owh tidak tidak tidak..sudah hari ahad kah? Yerp! Cepatnye masa berlalu.. :( Takmo skolah. haha. Padahal cik akak ni baru balik dari ONcall. ceh. Gedikz. Ramai sangat patient tadi. Doctors & nurses was like.. "Medical student sini~~!" kejap sini, kejap sana, kejap "TOLONGGGG!!!!" Betul kata Dr. J, bila you all masuk attachment di labour room, macam Jurassic Park! haha. Anyway, so balik dari oncall tadi pergi mission jap. Mission cari bantal busuk baru! huhu. Like seriously, tipula kalau korang takde bantal busuk jugak kan? I punya dah berkecai~~~ huahuahuahua~~~ Nawal suruh tukar jugak! :( tak sama la. Secantik mana, sesedap mana pun tak sama ngan bantal busuk lama tu. [Owh, sedih ditinggalkan bantal busuk] Treat myself with Pretzel. Yummy! Jujurla kan, saye tak suka hari Ahad! Siapa suka angkat tangan? huh. Takde pun. Dah2..membebel-bebel ni buang masa. Ayuh, berangan! Lagi buang masa. Haha. Fine. Im going.

Rabu malam pun oncall jugak :( kawan2 sume dah balik rumah..tak aci awak!

Baby, it's Saturday!

Cute giler pempuan ni. Kalah Miss Venezuela. haha.

Plan Change..So Do Our Lifes

Is it a crime to eat alone? No. Is it a crime to watch movie alone? No. Is it a crime to stare people like..freaking creepy way? YES. Is it a crime to disturb a girl who is driving alone? YES. I might involve in accident you creepy busuk guys. [not you. its them.] Owh I wish I could learn karate or kungfu or whatever you call the sepak-sepak, cucuk mata people thingy. Professionally uncool okey guys buat camtu! Please la. Behave! Ops sorry membebel sikit. Tak tau nak membebel kat mana dah. haha.

We have just been informed by our beloved lecturer than maybe our Professional 3 which is the absolute FINALE will be postponed to 20th June 2011. And everything will end on 1st July 2011. Scary okay! The sound of it pun boleh buat kaki menggigil right? hehe.. Anyway, after that BIG day comes my last but not least 3 months of holiday! huahahahahaha~ Initially, I had a plan. You see, one of it is my engagement. huhu. But, it turns out that plan is just a plan.

Source: Danielzain [my future wedding photographer!! Love his work!]

Now, what would I do with my green wedding-like dress?? Should I wear it during convocation? Nope, that's too much! haha. Please. I won't embarrassed myself in front of all the great people there. Haha. So, I change my 3 month plans to work with my mother in her clinic. Brush up my skills and knowledge before my real internship in Hosp dot-dot-dot. Hopefully, it does prepare me for the worst case scenario.

As for tonight [Saturday night fever], I would of course spend my free time exclusively with Chuck Bartowski [cute, handsome, tall, funny, exciting and of course hate guns]. Sekarang dah Season 4 okeh! You better watch it girls. Recommended! hehe.

Okay for now..I'm Sidereel-ling~! Come and join me [if you can]. hehe.

The Man Behind the Camera

I love his taste of fashion..or at least the fashions pictures all over his blog. Of course we couldn't find any of them in Malaysia particularly, but it inspire most of the people around the world. I was suprised that I actually found this video. Well, now I know how The Sartorialist looks like. Furthermore, his passion with fashion and how he creates a wonderful visual life had actually amazed me. Introducing...the guy behind this blog;

Makes me wonder how a visual life could be very interesting! Well, who knows that maybe someday I might gain the opportunity to become not just a doctor, but of course....someone else! First, finish your degree Zara! Then, head it towards your dreams. InsyaAllah.. :)

I'm beginning to panic since I had insufficient number of patient for Mock Patient Record. fuh! Better hurry up and finish it before the last day! Anyone volunteer to become my patient? hehe..

How Should I Spend My Last Semester of Medical School?

Once I know where I'll be going for residency, what should I do in my last semester of medical school to help prepare me for the next stage of training?

Response from Sarah N. Bernstein, MD Resident, Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital Center, New York, NY

The last semester of medical school tends to be more relaxed and gives you slightly more free time. My first recommendation is to enjoy this time! Once you start residency, your schedule will become far more demanding. When you have a moment of free time during your last semester, I have a few suggestions for how to prepare for your upcoming residency:

1. Investigate and determine the second most common language spoken by patients in your hospital. In most places in the United States, this will be Spanish. Learn basic medical terminology and phrases and practice basic interactions. Fluency shouldn't be your goal, but a basic vocabulary will be extremely helpful and save you tons of time during your internship. Take a weekend class, buy a book, or set up some sessions with a tutor.
2. Look at your program's Website or the materials they have sent you and take note of the goals of each rotation of the internship. If you are beginning a surgical subspecialty, look over the basic steps of the intern level procedures, review the names of the instruments, and review knot tying. Read over the basic, most important topics in your field, and the current management guidelines.
3. Spend some time thinking about your overall career goals. It is hard to know as a medical student if you are heading for general practice, a subspecialty, academic medicine, or private practice. However, if you are leaning in a certain direction, you can think of some small goals for your intern year.
4. Find yourself a mentor and start discussing potential ideas for the future. This may sound simple, but once you start residency, you will be incredibly overwhelmed. It is easy to lose sight of the big picture and get stuck in the small details of the day-to-day work. Intern year is not the best time to start a massive research project, but simply reaching out to other physicians in your department and expressing interest will open doors for you in the future.
5. My last piece of advice is to think about ways to make your personal life as stress-free as possible. Intern year is also not the best time to get married or make any huge life changes. Of course, sometimes this is unavoidable, but do your best to set up a comfortable, convenient living situation so you can leave your work behind and enjoy your time at home.

Best of luck to you; intern year is an exciting time! You will finally get to apply the knowledge you have worked so hard to attain. Don't forget to relax and enjoy your last few months as a student!

Source: Medscape