ssshhhh...dodoi meh

Sleep tide sweethearts.. :)

Malay version of InshaAllah by the handsome Maher Zain.

Sunday..ergh.

Assalamualaikum! tak jawab dosa, jawab saaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaaaaang! [Maria pinjam jap eyh? :P] owh tidak tidak tidak..sudah hari ahad kah? Yerp! Cepatnye masa berlalu.. :( Takmo skolah. haha. Padahal cik akak ni baru balik dari ONcall. ceh. Gedikz. Ramai sangat patient tadi. Doctors & nurses was like.. "Medical student sini~~!" kejap sini, kejap sana, kejap "TOLONGGGG!!!!" Betul kata Dr. J, bila you all masuk attachment di labour room, macam Jurassic Park! haha. Anyway, so balik dari oncall tadi pergi mission jap. Mission cari bantal busuk baru! huhu. Like seriously, tipula kalau korang takde bantal busuk jugak kan? I punya dah berkecai~~~ huahuahuahua~~~ Nawal suruh tukar jugak! :( tak sama la. Secantik mana, sesedap mana pun tak sama ngan bantal busuk lama tu. [Owh, sedih ditinggalkan bantal busuk] Treat myself with Pretzel. Yummy! Jujurla kan, saye tak suka hari Ahad! Siapa suka angkat tangan? huh. Takde pun. Dah2..membebel-bebel ni buang masa. Ayuh, berangan! Lagi buang masa. Haha. Fine. Im going.

Rabu malam pun oncall jugak :( kawan2 sume dah balik rumah..tak aci awak!

Baby, it's Saturday!

Cute giler pempuan ni. Kalah Miss Venezuela. haha.

Plan Change..So Do Our Lifes

Is it a crime to eat alone? No. Is it a crime to watch movie alone? No. Is it a crime to stare people like..freaking creepy way? YES. Is it a crime to disturb a girl who is driving alone? YES. I might involve in accident you creepy busuk guys. [not you. its them.] Owh I wish I could learn karate or kungfu or whatever you call the sepak-sepak, cucuk mata people thingy. Professionally uncool okey guys buat camtu! Please la. Behave! Ops sorry membebel sikit. Tak tau nak membebel kat mana dah. haha.

We have just been informed by our beloved lecturer than maybe our Professional 3 which is the absolute FINALE will be postponed to 20th June 2011. And everything will end on 1st July 2011. Scary okay! The sound of it pun boleh buat kaki menggigil right? hehe.. Anyway, after that BIG day comes my last but not least 3 months of holiday! huahahahahaha~ Initially, I had a plan. You see, one of it is my engagement. huhu. But, it turns out that plan is just a plan.

Source: Danielzain [my future wedding photographer!! Love his work!]

Now, what would I do with my green wedding-like dress?? Should I wear it during convocation? Nope, that's too much! haha. Please. I won't embarrassed myself in front of all the great people there. Haha. So, I change my 3 month plans to work with my mother in her clinic. Brush up my skills and knowledge before my real internship in Hosp dot-dot-dot. Hopefully, it does prepare me for the worst case scenario.

As for tonight [Saturday night fever], I would of course spend my free time exclusively with Chuck Bartowski [cute, handsome, tall, funny, exciting and of course hate guns]. Sekarang dah Season 4 okeh! You better watch it girls. Recommended! hehe.

Okay for now..I'm Sidereel-ling~! Come and join me [if you can]. hehe.

The Man Behind the Camera

I love his taste of fashion..or at least the fashions pictures all over his blog. Of course we couldn't find any of them in Malaysia particularly, but it inspire most of the people around the world. I was suprised that I actually found this video. Well, now I know how The Sartorialist looks like. Furthermore, his passion with fashion and how he creates a wonderful visual life had actually amazed me. Introducing...the guy behind this blog;

Makes me wonder how a visual life could be very interesting! Well, who knows that maybe someday I might gain the opportunity to become not just a doctor, but of course....someone else! First, finish your degree Zara! Then, head it towards your dreams. InsyaAllah.. :)

I'm beginning to panic since I had insufficient number of patient for Mock Patient Record. fuh! Better hurry up and finish it before the last day! Anyone volunteer to become my patient? hehe..

How Should I Spend My Last Semester of Medical School?

Once I know where I'll be going for residency, what should I do in my last semester of medical school to help prepare me for the next stage of training?

Response from Sarah N. Bernstein, MD Resident, Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital Center, New York, NY

The last semester of medical school tends to be more relaxed and gives you slightly more free time. My first recommendation is to enjoy this time! Once you start residency, your schedule will become far more demanding. When you have a moment of free time during your last semester, I have a few suggestions for how to prepare for your upcoming residency:

1. Investigate and determine the second most common language spoken by patients in your hospital. In most places in the United States, this will be Spanish. Learn basic medical terminology and phrases and practice basic interactions. Fluency shouldn't be your goal, but a basic vocabulary will be extremely helpful and save you tons of time during your internship. Take a weekend class, buy a book, or set up some sessions with a tutor.
2. Look at your program's Website or the materials they have sent you and take note of the goals of each rotation of the internship. If you are beginning a surgical subspecialty, look over the basic steps of the intern level procedures, review the names of the instruments, and review knot tying. Read over the basic, most important topics in your field, and the current management guidelines.
3. Spend some time thinking about your overall career goals. It is hard to know as a medical student if you are heading for general practice, a subspecialty, academic medicine, or private practice. However, if you are leaning in a certain direction, you can think of some small goals for your intern year.
4. Find yourself a mentor and start discussing potential ideas for the future. This may sound simple, but once you start residency, you will be incredibly overwhelmed. It is easy to lose sight of the big picture and get stuck in the small details of the day-to-day work. Intern year is not the best time to start a massive research project, but simply reaching out to other physicians in your department and expressing interest will open doors for you in the future.
5. My last piece of advice is to think about ways to make your personal life as stress-free as possible. Intern year is also not the best time to get married or make any huge life changes. Of course, sometimes this is unavoidable, but do your best to set up a comfortable, convenient living situation so you can leave your work behind and enjoy your time at home.

Best of luck to you; intern year is an exciting time! You will finally get to apply the knowledge you have worked so hard to attain. Don't forget to relax and enjoy your last few months as a student!

Source: Medscape

I choose..................................

Salam! Hello girls..How are you?

Hope you're fine. I'm ..... fine. [as usual]

So, I almost finish my second week in O&G posting..huhu..

When will I conduct delivery????!!!!!!!! Tak dapat2 lagi ni..ish ish ish..

Anyway, tadi ada kes keguguran, so kuar baby like.....kecik gile!

1/3 dari tangan za..tapi dah cukup sifat. Kesian sungguh.

Okay, straight to the point..tadi dapat list hospital yang saya boleh pilih untuk kerja nanti..

HOSPITAL / TEMPAT:

1. HOSP. TUNKU FAUZIAH, KANGAR

2. HOSP. SULTANAH BAHIYAH, ALOR SETAR

3. HOSP. SULTAN ABDUL HALIM, SUNGAI PETANI

4. HOSP. KULIM, KEDAH

5. HOSP. PULAU PINANG

6. HOSP. SEBERANG JAYA

7. HOSP. TAIPING, PERAK

8. HOSP. IPOH

9. HOSP. TELUK INTAN

10. HOSP. SERI MANJUNG, PERAK

11. * HOSP. KUALA LUMPUR

12. * HOSP. TENGKU AMPUAN RAHIMAH, KLANG

13. * HOSP. SELAYANG, SELANGOR

14. * HOSP. KAJANG, SELANGOR

15. * HOSP. SERDANG, SELANGOR

16. * HOSP. AMPANG, SELANGOR

17. * HOSP. SUNGAI BULOH, SELANGOR

18. HOSP. TUANKU JAA’FAR, SEREMBAN

19. HOSP. TUANKU AMPUAN NAJIHAH, KUALA PILAH

20. HOSP. MELAKA

21. HOSP. PAKAR SULTANAH FATIMAH, MUAR

22. HOSP. SULTANAH AMINAH, JOHOR BAHRU

23. HOSP. BATU PAHAT, JOHOR

24. HOSP. SULTAN ISMAIL, JOHOR

25. HOSP. TENGKU AMPUAN AFZAN, KUANTAN

26. HOSP. SULTAN HAJI AHMAD SHAH. TEMERLOH

27. HOSP. SULTANAH NUR ZAHIRAH, KUALA TERENGGANU

28. HOSP. RAJA PEREMPUAN ZAINAB II, KB

29. HOSP. UMUM SARAWAK, KUCHING

30. HOSP. SIBU, SARAWAK

31. HOSP. MIRI, SARAWAK

32. HOSP. QUEEN ELIZABETH, KOTA KINABALU

33. HOSP. TAWAU, SABAH

34. HOSP. DUCHESS OF KENT, SANDAKAN, SABAH

35. * PUSAT PERUBATAN UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA(HUKM)

36. * PUSAT PERUBATAN UNIVERSITI MALAYA (PPUM)

37. * HOSP. UNIV. SAINS MALAYSIA (HUSM)

38. * HOSP. PUTRAJAYA

39. HOSP. KEMAMAN, TERENGGANU

So, rasa-rasanya Za akan pilih yang mana?

Kene sertakan alasan ye. Yang bertanda bintang tu, agak susah sket. [according to borang tuh, sape2 yg duduk berhampiran tempat2 demikian haruslah mintak luar negeri itu]

SAYA TAKKAN PILIH KEDAH. haha. tak kelakar ok. [No offense Nawal]

Sbb sgt tak teror slang derang. Jauh. And anti sket.

Saya takkan pilih Kuantan. haha. Sbb nanti Asyeha asek mintak M.C. jerrr.

Ayah tak bagi pilih T'ganu or Klate. Anti apa ntah Ayah tu. Klate cam tak suka org Jawa [kata Abe].

Ayah tak bagi jugak pilih Sabah & Sarawak coz takut Za kawen ngan org sana. [duhhh~]

And, takut susah nak balik Semenanjung.

Saya takmo pilih Seremban coz Prof L cakap treatment derang tak betul. haha.

Melaka sgt panas, takmo. And takde relative.

So, possibly mau pilih Perak sebab banyak relative sana.

Johor....................nothing there.

erm...am I missing something here?

Aih...nak letak alasan apa ni?

Tapi, yang pasti dah naik taraf Medical Officer nanti, I pilih KK Hulu Langat.

Back to where Ibu starts her dream!

Sweet 24!

It's Asyehas' birthday today!

:)

Happy birthday my best friend..

You're now.....errrr 24?? Tua la you setahun dari I!

hehehe..working as an electrical engineer and living nearby my new house.

What a coincidence..

Jodoh kita memang tak pernah putus kan?

hehe.. mula2 kat UITM Shah Alam [like just behind my house]

lepas tu, Klang pulak. hehe.

Tiba2 satu hari nanti, I kerja kat hospital dekat ngan you jugak!

huahahahahaha terpaksala you dengar I nangis pasal my love life lagi..

kehkehkeh sian you!

anyway, sorry sangat2 tak belikan apa2 for your sweet 24 ni..

Wait till I get home, I'll belanja you makan ke apa ke..okay?

Anyway, kata nak belajar masak ngan Za..Biler tu???

:P

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,
Gratitude; no need to declare.
Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,
Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.

My Glee Favs

To My Beloved Azy..

Congratulation Azy for your engagement!!

Sorry, tak bole datang tadi..I have to attend another wedding ceremony from my relatives.

I wish I could be there for you..

You look soooooooo stunning in those dress.

Seriously cantik.. :)

Love it!

I tengok picture you ni banyak kali, I pulak rasa nak bertunang gak.

Arggggghhh apasal ramai dah nak bertunang ni!!

Za nak jugak.....tapi...... :(

Nanti kalau Kak Paa bertunang, Abe bertunang..

Za tinggal sorang la...coz Cik Nab pun dah kawen.

Nanad pun dah berpunya..

Nawal pun dah berpunya..

..aih..

Apa nak jadi ni?

Mana pergi perasaan tu? Hilang..

Langsung hilang..walau dijengah sang tebuan pelbagai spesies.

..Astaghfirullahalazim..

PMS-ing

Assalamualaikum~!

Kalau tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab, saaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaang!

hehe.. tetibe terikut Maria nye style

Anyway, I dah balik dari gomol Ehsan cukup2. haha

sgt cute skang oke. tapi beratnye Ya Rabbi, sihatttttt!

8 kg JERRR!

Kalo angkat dalam 10 minit, InsyaAllah la lenguh tangan. haha.

Serius budak tuh mencuit hati ngan senyuman yang sgt2 hot.

Ko besar kang mesti ensem gile kan?

ensem la kalo tak pakai pampers lagi yek.

anyway, dia dah pandai cakap "babah, embah, mama" cumeeeeee kak zara belom lagi

hoooooo sob sob..cepatla sebut nama akak!

hehe~ aaaah dah rindu dah walau baru je 30 minit berpisah.

huhu, masih teringat-ingat bibir mu yang mungil, basah and berbau susu tuh

aaaaah geram!

2 hari lagi, Ehsan 6 bulan..Alhamdullillah..

bertambah chumel la nanti..tapi seriusly tak paham nape org luar sana bole senang2 je buang baby. dlm mangkuk tandas la, dlm tong sampah la aduhaiiiiii..

sedih oke!

Kalau I jumpa u yg buang2 tu, siapla! akan ku bagi potassium bolus [ops medical terms lak]

sori, terbiase. anyway, gile2 sket ni, emosi tak stabil beb..

well.........................u know................................... 'that' time of the month kan.

tetibe jumpa video si Maria ni.

hahahaha~ serious talk dia pandai berlakon and buat lawak!

Actually, dah pernah jumpa Maria ni dulu.

Once at TGI Friday at The Curve.

ade birthday kawan celebration dulu.

Tak tau la kalo dia kenal I lagi ke tak. huhu.

hah ape lagi encik2 di luar sana....sila amik perhatian la ye.

kalau agak2 hangin ribut taufan si mawar merah korang tu, sila cek brape hari bulan.

and then, buat2 cool. steadyyyy~

and janganla sesekali tegur kalo derang ada jerawat time tuh

memang u guys menempah maut la~ haha!

Okeyh, thats all for now!

chow cin cau~!!!

..eh..Assalamualaikum..

:P

Malam Layan Jiwa

It's my 11th Anniversary with friends from Semesta [batch extremers 2004].

huahuahuahuahua!!

giler lama kan friendship kitorang kan?

teror kan? haha. sayang derang!!!

erm tapi pikir2 macam cepat tol masa berlalu..aih..

makin tua..

tengok ramai dah kerja sume.. aku ni?

haha..takpe, 4 bulan jerrrr lagi! chaiyokkkk!!

erm..teringat zaman skolah yang best tuh..tergelak2 sendiri.

rindu pun ada, benci pun ada, sayang pun ada, menyampah pun ada

hahaha malas nak cakap banyak, pokoknye rindu weyh~

serious talk

tapi kalau disuruh ulang balik zaman tuh, sah2 la gua taknak kan?

haha..gilo nak jumpa cikgu yang jaga aspuri garang gile tuh lagi?

tak mampu den nak ketuk ketampi beratus2 kali lagi malam2 buta kat tengah2 court volleyball tu lagi.. tak mampu dah.. kaki dah tua.. haha

so, bagi tidak mahu melayan perasaan rindu & sedih ni, saye nak bawak diri dulu ye malam ni..

nak tidur dengan Ehsan~ yeayyy!

Owh, ni gambar terbaru Ehsan yang makin besar & comel & berstokin pink!

**me, ibu dina, ehsan**

Off to Ehsans'! chow~

eh....Assalamualaikum......

1st day in school

I remembered my first day in kindergarden, punya tak nak pergi skolah, sanggup mengangis giler2, Ibu dok tarik tangan kaki masuk kereta tapi tak berjaya. haha. I grab an opportunity when the car door was still opened and run as fast as I can. Really. That's me. haha.

My first day in primary school goes well because the school gave us free ice cream! haha. That was when I entered a Chinese Primary school in Hulu Langat. First day in standard 4 at SK Raja Muda Shah Alam was awesome! Cause my friends are so cool! haha.

My first day in secondary boarding school, i cried. ops. But seriously, I cried my heart out before I felt asleep. Second day, I got a forehead goodnight kiss from my so-called 'kakak angkat'. Sweet kan? haha.

My first day in Matriculation in Londang, I miss my boyfriend. haha. Ditinggalkan kerana melanjutkan pelajaran di perantauan. auuuwww. By second day, I was laughing like mad cause my new friends are 'crazier' than I thought. haha. Owh, miss 'em!

My first day in Cyberjaya university, I wonder when will this 5 year course end?

My first day in my last semester [like finally being the most senior in the university], I prefer to stay in school rather than working. haha. Initially, I was a little down when I saw the grouping list. My geng dah berpecah belah kot. Tak pernah nak dapat segroup dengan si Nawal sengal tu. So, I thought, "memang ditakdirkan bersendirian dari dulu kot aku ni". But, I rethink and I thought that maybe God choose the best group for me. Maybe I wasn't meant to be in other group because it will be a disaster for me. Allah knows the best kan? And so, I redha. Walaupun dari 9 orang rumah I ni, I sorang je dalam group tu. Like...I'll be waking up alone, driving alone, going to hospital alone, oncall alone.......~ I'm a lone ranger! haha. I even go shopping alone nowadays. Pretty stressful life is it? But, fikir2 balikla, I may be the one that can adapt myself in any situation after this because you see, once we became houseman, we are all alone in a hospital somewhere over the rainbow. So, I better get used to this.

..But, whatever it is, out of 20 poeple per group, I still have : KAK PAA yang best, ABE yang protective, NADDY yang baik, KAK SARAH yang cool, and ZAHIR yang comel, in my group, so takla janggal sangat kan? hehe..

InsyaAllah I can make it through this 4 months!

***Important dates:***

1) Mid semester break; 14/3/2011 - 20/3/2011

2) Finishing school module; 16/4/2011 - 17/4/2011

3) 3rd PROFESSIONAL EXAM aka FINALE; 31/5/2011 - 10/6/2011

My New Heaven

As you know, I've moved to our new house.

So, introducing my new 'heaven' kekekekek~

I don't know why sangat suka warna purple sekarang..

I have a reading corner okay~!! hehe..

All my medical books, novels, cassette [macamla guna lagi~], teddy bear, Quran, telukung, albums.

My seashells collection.

My barbiedoll dress collection.

Terjumpa! kekeke~

Best part in my room, I decorate the wall with some cute purple flowers!

See, my fashion pun dah bertukar warna purple dah.. hehe..

Sesuai tak???

Kembali...............homesick!

Salam.. I'm back~!

.. hehe ..

So, how are you girls out there???

My 2 weeks holiday had just end.

So, I'll be starting of with my last semester tomorrow.

I'm a bit nervous. But, thats just it. I'm stronger and even determine to end my 5 year course with flying colors, InsyaAllah.

Tapi baru jer 2 jam kat Putra, dah rasa rindu giler kat......

budak yang berambut Trojan tuh..

[mentang2 smalam ayul baru belanje makan pizza - ini strategi bodek membodek ye]

:P

and of course my dear little girl, Juwa.

[Bukan yang belah kiri tu, belah kanan tuh yek]

Baru smalam dia menangis-nangis taknak kakak balik skolah.

Serous okey, tak tipu...1st time dia nangis sebab, "Nak Kak Zalllaaaa"

hhahahha gelak la gelak..gigi dia satu jer sebab tuh pelat nak mampuih. takpe, chumel.

Aih....makin rapat lak sejak duduk kat Klang ni.

OOOOOOOOOOhhh, giler rindu kat Juwa!!!

Serious talk nihhhhh!!!!

Nak balik!!!!

Homesick dahhhhhhh~~~~