31st Dec

It's my little brothers' birthday..si Razi of course.

Happy birthday budak manje cewek gedik mengada~!!!!

:)

May you grow up to be the hottest and a brave man someday..

But to be hot, you dear boy, HAVE to be a good Muslim.

..hehe..

*Akak bagi lollipop lagi eyh this year?*

I'll be here to take care of you..

Always and forever sweetheart.

:)

a BEGINNING

.. Syukur Alhamdullilah ..

I've pass my Professional 2 exam.

*happy tears*

So speechless that I couldn't talk.

The minute Prof said "You're half doctors", I burst to tears.

Thank you God.

Listening to the happy voice of Ibu and Ayah are enough to make me feel so blessed.

Some of you don't know why is it such a big deal to pass this exam.

It's our final written exam.

No more papers after this.

Just......REAL patients!

Trust me, being a medical student, it's triple double tough.

It's either you live and survive or you die.

Or your patients life.

Choose one.

However, this is not the end. This is just the beginning.

Semester 10 will be harder than I thought because we'll be living in the hospitals just like the houseman.

Difference between us is that, they get paid.

So, I'm off for 2 weeks holiday.

Will start a new life at my new house.

.. Salam ..

28th Dec

It's Ayahs' birthday..

Happy birthday daddy..

:)

See, you can still play basketball with us kan?

WE L.O.V.E YOU!

teet..teet..

*open message*

"Thank you my dear naughty daughter!!"

..hehe..

My Day Today

This is so hard.

Hari berganti hari, soalan semakin susah.

*teary eyes*

Will I pass?

Tuhan, kuatkan semangatku..

Please don't make me stop fighting.

Walau menggigil mana pun tangan ni.

By the end of my 3rd paper today, I was just so exhausted.

I did the best I can.

But I still wonder, will that be enough?

Am I good enough to be a good doctor?

.................

............

.....

..

when I feel like 'falling down' and 'scared', someone remind me,

"Kalau takut, jangan sebut tentang perjuangan.."

So, I never stop trying.

Even how rough the road would be.

Please lend me your strength for another 2 days of exam.

Thank you..

Last Preparation

"Salam dear Ayah and Ibu,

Tomorrow will be a big day for me!

[and a week onwards]

I'm still preparing myself for this war with notes and zikrullah.

But, I know to complete it, I need both of your blessing and prayers..

Especially a mothers' prayer :)

Za mintak ampun banyak2 since anak perempuan ayah ni degil sket!

..hehe..

Halalkan makan minum sume walopun asek kene sound makan sikit je.

Fine ayah, Za tak makan sarapan lagi ni.

[See, i know whats in your mind daddy!]

and ive ate the medications Ibu..

[Cume, semalam terlupa je :P]

..hehe..

So, wish me luck!

Love both of you double triple much!!

Hugs & kisses!!

Muahhhxxx!!!"

*Message Send*

Tuhan Kuatkan Hatiku

*tengah pening belajar pasal stroke! owh ye, tuh baju masa form 3 haha muat lagi?*

sayu sikit malam ni..

ditiup angin yg sejuk membeku, angan-angan lagi..

ni adalah simtom 'cuak-exam' ye..

perasaan bercampur-aduk

terima kasih kepada yang sanggup menyokong diri ini

walau jauh mana pun..

tetap tak penah putus bagi kata-kata semangat

*yeahhh aja aja fighting!*

so, di kesempatan ini, za nak mintak ampun, maaf, atas segala salah silap sepanjang hidup ni.

ada terkasar bahasa, tersilap kata, terguris hati..

kadang-kadang za tak sengaja, tapi tak perasan pulak kan?

*sob..sob..banyak betul la dosa aku ni*

ZERO-ZERO okey?

Boleh kan?? diskaun skekkk~

plz plz plz..mintak sangat-sangat doa pihak anda untuk diri kecil ini..

supaya dapat melepasi sem 9 dengan cemerlang dalam pro-2 ni..

I wanted so much to face each and everyone of you out there, minta maaf and peluk cium [perempuan je ye]

..hehe..

*teary eyes*

[mungkin sebab kepenatan, emosi berteraburan sikit]

anyway, plz vote me to pass this exam via your prayers okay?

takyah, taip "ON PASS" to ###### pun, just say it.

..hehe..

*muka cuak!!! sgt2!!! tak tipu ni*

Thank you again and again and again!!!!

hugs and kisses!

muahhhhhxxx!!

Happy Birthday Jiha!

Today is my little sisters' birthday..

yang ke-8 kan??

*ramai sangat adik sampai lupa umur*

my Dad called us, "The-Temahs"

..hahaha..

budget cool la daddy!

:P

Daddy bagi apa kat Jiha? Jangan bagi best2 sangat, dia kecik lagi oke!

*padahal jealous!*

again........"The 3 Temahs"

hahaha

owh missing Juwa soooooo double triple much!

Your gigi rongak really means so much to me Juwa!

hahaha

*seriously cute bila tengok dia posing depan camera ngan gigi camtu*

Anyway, hope happiness be yours forever Jiha!

I'll pray the best for you!

Hugs & kisses!

muahhhhhhhxxxxxx