cry baby or cry granny?

Who said that it is not good to cry? [was it me?] Nope, tell you the truth la kan, I'm a crier! But I don't show it to others. [DUHHHHHH~ didn't I?] Well, not in front of my brothers I guess. hahahaa~! :P

People cry not to seek attention. Kadang-kadang it's how they release their tension. Betul tak girls? Ada tak masa yang korang rasa semua mende tak betul. Rasa nak nangis je. Malam2 peluk bantal tutup lampu sooooorbb...sooooorbb... [Don't lie laaa, I know beb] hahaha~ Then, keesokkan harinya, lepas masuk toilet.. "o'oooo...sape ada 'pampers' lebih?" ngeh3~ yup hormonal imbalance was one of the cause woman cry a lot! Well yes, it's definitely from experienced~! hahahahahaha~

Talking about crying, this morning during my bedside teaching we were asked to demonstrate physical examination on a 68 year old woman [admitted due to motor vehicle accident and had sustained tibial fracture]. She was so scared when specialist said that she will be needed to undergo a surgery for internal fixation insertion. Lalu, makcik ni pun menangis sambil berkata, "Makcik bukan apa doktor, makcik dah tua-tua ni, tak larat dah. Nak buat operation takut doktor. Dahla Ibu tunggal, anak ramai. Bila disuruh buat operation, anak2 semua setuju jer. Makcik yang takut ni sebab makcik yang kene alami operation tu. Nape sorang pun tak dengar apa yang makcik cakap? Nape takde sape yang sokong cakap makcik?". She continues to cry. Saya sebenarnya tak boleh tengok orang tua menangis. Rasa macam sedihnya la. Sayu hati ni. Rasa nak je duduk sebelah makcik tu, peluk dia and nasihat betul2. Sometimes, they don't need you to decide, they need you to listen and convince them for the better option. So, they themselves could decide. Besides, psychologically, being a good listener does help people from suicide attempt. Trust me. :)

today im sad

Why in the world are YOU throwing us away?? Ape ke halnya ramai sgt baby kene buang sejak dua menjak ni? aih, kalo aku jumpe la wanita2 itu, memang eihhhhhhhhh tarik telinga la! Korang ingat beranak tuh senang ke? takkan secebis rase sayang pun takde dik oi? kot ye pun dah buat keje kotor, sedekah kan la baby tuh baik2 pada pihak yg lebih bertanggungjawab. Bukan la nak kata kamu sendiri tak bertanggungjawab kan..tapi, nampak macam tu la. Buat 'keje' je ke pandai? haiih hot tol la nyah! Ramai lagi orang kat luar tu tak boleh mengandung tau tak? Ramai lagi nakkan makhluk Tuhan yang comel ni dalam kehidupan mereka. Apa faedah kamu buang? Nak dikenakan balasan dunia akhirat?? Bila Tuhan murka nanti, jangan menyesal dengan bala yang ditimpanya. Nauzubillah! Mintak dijauhkan.

kalaula math sesenang ni......

ahahhahahahhahahaha.. ada ke org buat camni? sah macho gell org tuh :P

owh and yes, :)

Q & A

When you’re being kissed, do you like it when they hold your face?

erm....bila masa nak try nih......hehehehe




Did you sleep alone last night?

yes, of course.




Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

my rumate laaaa




Last person that texted you?

A friend of mine.




Has anyone ever sang to you?

yesss!




Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you didn’t do?

i think there is..i think! paranoid eyh?




Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?

err, sorry, never kissed before.




Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

i don't think so.




Do you and your last ex hate each other?

i'm not sure. would you kindly ask him for me? hahahaha. LOL.




Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?

kinda.




Are you one of those people who are always cold?

the old me, yup. the new me, improving~ so, not always.




Ever felt like you’re not good enough?

sometimes.




Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

my patients' hands.




Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

haha.. yup! :) was it true?





Last thing that made you cry?

when mom adviced me to stop depending on the past.





How was your weekend?

great. as usual. Long nice bath.




If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?

No thanks.




Is the last person you kissed mad at you?

how would i know?




Are your parents divorced?

nope.




Are you in a relationship?

nope.




Do you get up at least an hour early to get ready each day?

weekdays, yes i do.




Do you sit down & eat dinner with your family every night?

sometimes.




Would you rather not eat or not sleep?

not eat. i need my beauty sleep as much as possible.




If you won a million dollars how would you spend it?

Bring family to a vacation : Rome, Greece, Blue Mountain Aussie, Ireland. Save half for my babies!





What do you normally drink in the morning?

Either soya bean or vitagen.




What was the last card game you played?

Snap.




Look at your fingernails, do they need to be cut?

Nope, they are fine, healthy, neat, tidy and clean.




Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?

Nope.

Are you listening to music right now?

Nope.





Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

Cold.




Do you like to cuddle?

yup yup I do.




Are you keeping a secret right now?

hahahaa..how in the world did you know that??





Do you like where you live?

yes, loving it.




Have you learned any lessons in life?

gladly, yes. i’ve learned a lot of lessons the hard way.




Is there a person of the opposite sex that knows everything about you?

Yes.




When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?

Never.





Are you a jealous person?

Yes, i am. Badly.




Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

uhmm yes I think, IF I had one..




Will you kiss someone within the next week or two?

Nope.



Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?

Yeah, but i can’t.



Name what you did yesterday?

woke up, on calls in hospital, window shopping, eat, sleep.



When was the last time someone told you that they only want you?

Errr, not that I've heard.



When’s the next time you’ll see your closest friend?

Probably in July or after that.



Are you happy?

Happy of course..just wish i had a date to go. hahahaha~



Are you wearing make up?

Now? nope.



Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?

Nope.



This time last year, do you remember who you were dating?

Sadly, no one. hahaa~



Last thing you did before bed last night?

Yawning.



Whats the lamest song you actually like?

I'm not sure which is lame and which doesn't.



Do you lie to your parents?

nope, never.



What’s the first thing you think of when you hear the word caterpillars?

Butterflies!



When did you last take a picture of yourself?

Like… forever ago.



How many keys are on your keychain?

Four.



What is the most random object on your desk?

Chocolate - Camior Hazelnut, Berryl's



When someone says “we need to talk” what runs through your mind?

Something bad is about to happen.



In the past week have you felt stupid?

Sure.



Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?

Yess.



When is the last time you had a massage?

Yesterday.



What does it says?

"Ok. Xpe. Sila bwat keje anda ye?"



What was the last movie you watched?

Lagenda Budak Setan.



What are your plans for the weekend?

Nice bath, long sleep.



What is one thing you have learned about life recently?

You honestly can’t trust everyone.



What is your brothers name?

A'at, Mamat, Randy, Ayul, Razi.



Are you ticklish?

yess, verry.



Are you appearing offline on anything?

Errr, yes.



Is love a strong word, to you?

yes.



Have you ever said “I Love You” and not meant it?

I don't think so.



Has anyone ever tried to take your place?

uhm yeah, and they took it.



Do you wish you were blonde?

Nope. I love black.



Is there any one you can talk to about anything?

yess.



Does anyone call you babe or baby?

That was a long time ago.



Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Nope, I wish I don't later.



What does your hair look like right now?

Beautiful and shiny!



Have you ever had pink eye?

Nope. How in the world does that look like?



When you last got dressed, did you put on your bottoms or your top first ?

i don’t realised that sequence.



Is there something about yourself you’re not proud of?

Yes, my lack of knowledge.



Do you have a lot of books in your room?

yess, tons.



When is the next time you’ll kiss someone?

I don't know.



Did you have any interesting conversations lately?

a lot!



Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?

the world may never know.



If you could move right now would you?

no thanks.



What do you currently hear?

Sound of the underground - Girls aloud



Where will you be in an hour?

here. On my bed.



Does it frustrate you when someone brings up a bad past?

Weirdly, sometimes.



What are you looking forward to next month?

Another interesting cases in hospital (:



Do you think you’ll make a good husband/wife?

i hope so.



Do you believe in love?

yes i do (: